事過方覺
After ALL
2023
剧情 Autofiction
24 mins
材料 Medium 数字影像 HD video
杜比立体声效 Dolby 5.1/Stereo
版数 Edition 3 + 1 AP
出品 Production
Le Fresnoy - Studio national des arts contemporains
首映 Premiere
首尔国际骄傲电影节 / Seoul International Pride Film Festival (SIPFF)
北京短片联展 / Beijing International Short Film Festival (BISFF)
2021年的自杀事件发生一周后，按照学院相关程序的要求，我接受了一次由学校心理治疗师进行的创伤后心理评估。
两年后，我创作了这部短片。影片几乎完整地重构了那次咨询的真实内容。拍摄分别在柏林艺术大学（UdK）事件发生的现场，以及法国国立当代艺术工作室 Le Fresnoy 的摄影棚中完成。
影片在构建上展现一种分层的时间结构：柏林艺术大学空间的纪录性影像构成过去时；重构的咨询场景构成现在时；两者的叠加下诞生了重新后验的事件。
于是在电影里，在事件发生的工作室里，画面中的两位人物通过对话逐渐塑造出第三位缺席的主人公。她从未真正出现在画面中，她的存在仅通过见证者的讲述以及空间遗留下来的痕迹得以显现。
尽管影片试图重构不同时态里对她的哀悼，但某些伤口只能悬置于时间之中。
One week after the incident that occurred in 2021, I took part in a post-traumatic assessment session conducted by the school’s therapist. After two years of mourning, I made this short film based on that consultation.
The film constructs a stratified temporality in which three temporal layers coexist: the past of documentary images filmed at the Universität der Künste Berlin, the present of a reconstructed consultation, and the event itself, re-elaborated through the superposition of these two chronologies.
The film gradually gives form to a third, invisible protagonist. In the studio where the tragedy occurred, the two on-screen characters reconstruct her presence through dialogue, traces of the site, and the witness’s account.
Despite the homage the film offers through speech and reconstruction, certain wounds remain unresolved, suspended in time.
Production : Fresnoy – Studio national des arts contemporainsCo-production with : OCTOPOID Ltd
International Distribution
Le Fresnoy | Natalia TREBIK